Moving on...

     So I’m not sure if anyone actually looks at this blog anymore, but just in case you are reading this.  I have moved to a different blog here’s the link https://dandelionwoods.blogspot.com/

~Pandora a.k.a. Joanevie

Self Worth...

     O.k. now that I have in some ways wash away my self loathing, and yes I did just finish my bath. Anyways it's time to evaluate my self worth, and the good things I posses.

     I am a caring and compassionate person who enjoys helping people. As frustrating as it can be at times I am, never the less, patient and understanding when it comes to the needs of others (I work retail). I am creative, artistic, and always coming up with new idea's for different things. I can comprehend two different view points, at the same time. I am a thorough person.

      I think that's going to have to be it for now, I'm tired. Like I said though, I work retail and that is what most of this about. No matter what though it's time for sleep, Night!

~Pandora

What to do?...

     So I've managed to back myself into a proverbial corner, and now my emotions are going haywire on me. I may have done it to myself but the torrent refuses to allow me to do what needs to be done to correct it. I have noticed this has been happening a lot lately, for the past couple of years. Determination and ambition now seem to be crumbling into a mass of lethargy and self pity. My will to fight has turned from a roar of courage to a pleading whimper. I can't say that I enjoy living like this, but I have no idea just what I should do. This is mainly because I'm not quite sure what the problem is exactly, or rather where the roots of it lay.

     Well part of the reason for typing all of this in a new blog is because I'm planning on making this my public "Book of Shadows". I am going to try taking a bath with the Ylang Rose bath foam from Bath and Body Works Since most of my thoughts are of a depressed nature, and I don't have anything better to use to signify self love at the moment. After that I will work on a list of things about myself that are worth loving, and try to meditate on them.

~Pandora